Right now I’m not sure what to say. Yesterday one of my best friends delivered her first child, a healthy baby girl. Since my friend is not even 5 feet tall and has cerebral palsy she had to have a Caesarean section so it is especially nice that her daughter is doing well. On that same day my uncle called to tell us that my youngest cousin’s fiancé and the father of her almost 1 year old son had passed away in a traffic accident about 15 minutes before.Emotional confusion abounds. Add to that stress because of mom’s recent diagnosis and it is a complete mess, and that’s the shortest possible version.